kimi dake o..

Looong time!

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 06:41:51 GMT

Woo! I forgot I had this, Christina reminded me.
I cannot sleep. HEY SAM! COMMENT! HEY CHRISTINA! COMMENT! HEY ANY OF YOU FUCKERS! COMMENT! Why? I dunno, IMPEACH BUSH!

My tongue hurts.

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:42:30 GMT

Oi, I bit my tongue eating pizza and now it hurts badly.
Anyway..I found a History Forum so of course I've signed up to it, cept my signiture was alittle piece I wrote on the brotherhood in war, the owner said it was too long and he deleted it. I felt denied and got sad =[ Ssoo instead I have a quote by Hirohito:

"All men are brothers, like the seas throughout the world; So why do winds and waves clash so fiercely everywhere?"

Yeah..Powerful shit, eh?
Anyway, I'm uber tired so i'm gunna sleep now, Sam..I'm sorry if I don't wake up but e-mail mee!! :D

I love you babe <33

K Comment to this..

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 14:58:06 GMT

Hiii, I love you Sam. ^_^;

I love the drums in this song, it makes me wish I could play drums. I think I'd be pretty good at the drums.

Bad day

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 00:37:43 GMT

I dunno..Today was a bad day. One of those days where you just want to go back in time and sleep through it.

1. My dog snickers is dead, he got hit by a car.
2. Sams on the verge of leaving me cause she says I keep ignoring her. And I leave too easily, which isn't true. I just give up fighting with her about that cause I dont like arguing. At all. but w/e. fucked up day

i dunnnooo

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 10:53:27 GMT

I told you I didn't know what to say. Now you got me commenting with me just blabbering on like an idiot, well y'know what? I want you to comment, a nice long comment k? good. =]

yay

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 00:51:39 GMT

I had fun today with Sam, cept I think when I kissed her..and the tongue thing..yeah..i think she got alittle freaked out O.o;
Sorry about that ^^; it was fun though, wasnt it sam? :D<3

Hey hey..

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 23:13:48 GMT

Well, I finally met Sam yesterday. =]
She's more beautiful IRL then in the pics. I didn't kiss her though..or anything else for that matter. I'm sorry babe<3
I will Tuesday though, k? ^_^;

Now, I'm waiting for McDonalds to arrive 'cause I'm hunngrryyy, I started Mario Sunshine again a few days ago, only have 35 sunsprites though. anyway, I love you sam<33

=[

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 16:25:00 GMT

I didn't really get a chance to say bye to Sam before she left for camp. =\ Sucks, I won't be able to talk to her 'til the 14th.
We'll be writing back and forth, but I'm going to miss her like hell

XD!

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 21:44:02 GMT

I dunno...

bleeehhhh

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 14:54:15 GMT

I officially have no life, I signed up for an account on GaiaOnline.com <_<; And now I'm cleaning my room. I'm hoping to get to GameStop later, I want to reserve Brothers in Arms, that game looks great. Oh yeah, and get an application there too. Im also ordering my graphics card tomorrow so now I can play call of duty again ^_^! Happy 7 Months love.<33

blee blah bleh

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 03:41:50 GMT

I say but I'm tiired, I've been walking all day..
She said "That don't confront me, aslong as I get my money next friday.."

Anyway..i dunno leave a comment.

-=shrugs=-

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 19:16:45 GMT

I feel like shit on the bottom of someones shoes.
I can never be happy with anything, I always need it to be perfect. It seems everytime I open my mouth I either aggrivate someone, piss them off or they hate me. I can't seem to make anyone happy. Only time anyone ever actually wants me around is when they need me to work, like I'm their personal mexican. There's nothing about me that can possibly make someone happy, I've known me for 17 years and I don't make me happy, how could I possibly make anyone else happy? I'm a shitty person, My humor is people getting hurt and racist jokes, c'mon. There's nothing about me she can love, I don't see it, how does she? The people I thought were my friends, make fun of me behind my back and bring it up with inside jokes when I'm around, sometimes I wish I was strong enough to beat the shit out of them.

Uber much love to sam<3

..

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 17:32:54 GMT

I dunno. Been having bad days lately, between work and friends, shit sucks.

There's something bothering Sam, I know it, I can feel it but she won't tell be, she denies it whenever I ask her what's wrong. Whenever she's depressed, I get depressed so I know when there's something bothering her. Lately I've felt like she doesn't want to talk to me, I dunno, I might just be overreacting again. Like I'm not satisfying her, or she's starting to lose interest in me.

<3

::add-on::

mine, not christians. =[ love for me not me

bah

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 12:59:39 GMT

Welp, hung out with the shitty friends I have, and it wasn't fun. I missed Sam, I missed her real bad. Like an "I'll never get to talk to her again." type of missing bad. =\

It sucked too, we didn't even do anything. Walked around the street then went to Pauls house, where he again bragged about what shit he owns/is makin' his parents buy him. I dunno, the kid is spoiled.

Might be seeing Sam soon, :D. I love you Sam<33

Hokay..wtf..

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 18:41:21 GMT

Something I've noticed:

I'm listing to slipknots new song and something comes to mind. WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED They used to suck. The sound of 9 members playing randomly and out of tune would result in me ending up with a headache. Now, it seems like they ACTUALLY practiced. Which is a shame 'cause Duality is like the only good song. If their first two cds sounded like this, I wouldn't have sold them.

Another thing I've noticed:

If they were planning on breaking up after this album, why'd they suck so badly 'til now? Saving their talent for their last strike? It seems they finally figured out how to use 9 members to their advantage and now they're giving up?

I guess it's for the best, now I don't have to here fucking morons go, "OMG SLIPKNOT FUKKIN RULZ!!! COREY IS DA BEST SINGER EVER AND MICK N JOEY IS DA BEST GUITARIST EVER AND JOEY IS DA BEST DRUMMER EVER."

Hey, shitheads. Go listen to Amon Amarth.
Johan > Corey.

Olavi Mikkonen & Johan Göderberg > Mick & Joey.

Fredrik Andersson >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Joey.

K? good.

Happy 6 months, Liebe<33

Hokay: 2 more days. :D

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 14:29:35 GMT

Well, times have been getting alittle confusing with me working, I told my dad I quit and he knows this..so why does he need me to work on Monday? He said if he can get someone else to work with him on Monday, he won't need me. Which will be good 'cause I don't want to wake up at 5:30am, having to be at Ricks house by 6:15am, then having to drive to East Hampton, getting stuck in the usual traffic, and plus now that it's the week of the US Open, more traffic will be added. And it's more of a two day job, meaning I'd be coming home late. And on Tuesday, I just wanna stay home and talk to Sam as much as possible, it'd be nice to be with her irl but school and shit. So yeah, I hope I don't have to work Monday. I'm going to go to GameStop and ask Josh for an application, maybe he can help me get a job there. I heard they pay $6.15 an hour, whether that's after the taxes are removed or what, I dunno. But I need a new job. I was thinking about when I go to meet Sam, after a few times, see what's up there and hiring. I could apply for a job around there and just take a train to work. But if I did that, I'd have to take the train station by me and that would require to take another train, and I've never been on a train before so I'd get lost and some how end up in fuckin' Queens. Whatever, I'll try GameStop, if not then I don't know. I could always see if Joe needs some help with his painting job. We'll see what happens.

I love you Sam<33

Yay!

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 11:16:57 GMT

I finally quit, :D

So when I get up to GameStop, I'm going to get an application and put one in. If they don't hire me, I'll try something else, maybe see if I can work with that painter, Joe. It'll suck for the first few days 'cause even though it's work, I'm uberly shy so w/e. Maybe see if I can work at like..EB Games if not GameStop. I dunno..

I love you, Sam<3

(Almost 6 months :])

bahoo

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 02:14:40 GMT

Hokay..well it's been..awhile since I've updated to lets recap since the last time.
1. I still hate my job
2. Loving Sam more and more
3. Almost have enough money for my graphics card so I can finally start playing Call of Duty again
4. Got Unreal Tournament 2004 and it's awesome
5. Got Gackts cd The Seventh Night
6. Pulled a muscle in my back so now i'm in pain
7. uh..forgot
8. I'm starting to not get jealous so eas--MINE!
9. Got a kickass Nintendo, Pink Floyd, AC'DC, Rolling Stones shirt
10. still bored

Yes, so that has happened since the last time I've updated and you know what? I have a boring life.

Ich Liebe Dich<33

Muahaha!

Wed, 26 May 2004 16:01:16 GMT

Yes..well..

This job sucks ass. I'm going up for an application at GameStop as soon as I can. Hopefully I can get a job there, I really can't stand the one I have now. It's hell hearing my dad coming upstairs to tell me to get ready. Getting into the truck is like a one way ticket to HAHALOOKATHOWSHITTYYOURJOBISville =\. Only good thing about the job is eating lunch and listening to WBAB. Other then that IT FUCKING SUCKS. so yeah, bye

I love you, Sam<33

Uhhhboo. hah. hah. E3!!!

Sat, 22 May 2004 17:44:49 GMT

Aye yo! ..I recently DLed Americas Army again, It's pretty good, cept they won't let me do Adv. Marksmanship even though I got Sharpshooter in Basic Training, but w/e. Scored an 88% on the "Controlling Breathing" Medical Test. Played alittle of the Online game, it's like Counter-Strike but better. I still have to get that graphics card out of my moms PC so I can play Call of Duty, I miss that game. I miss my awesome accuracy with the Mosin-Nagant Russian Rifle and the KAR98k German Rifle, blowing the piss out of people with the Thompson SMG. =\ Oh well. The new Call of Duty expansion pack comes out some time later this year. Aaaaand, Halo 2 looks sexier then ever, saw the demonstration that they had on E3, well..DLed it. I only saw 20 seconds of actual gameplay when they played the map but it still looks sexy. The new Advance Wars, Under Fire, looks fun. Not really a stradegy 2d GBA game, more of a 3d action on GameCube, looks fun though. Resident Evil 4 looks sweet, Devil May Cry 3 looks sweet, Viewtiful Joe 2 has Dante, so that's sweeter then if it didn't. OH! The Nintendo Dual Screen has Viewtiful Joe, Dynasty Warriors, Mario Kart DS, Metroid Prime: Hunters, Mario 64, Gundam Seed, it'll kick ass. PSP SUCKS. << That's all for now I guess..Doom 3 looks sweet too.

I love you, Sam<33

THIS IS SAM <3

Tue, 18 May 2004 21:39:16 GMT

This is Sam and I am the master of EVERYONE!!! Muahahahaha. Oh well. I love Matt <3 Yay! Love for Matt, no love for anyone else. YAY! Okay...signing out...

Over and out ([Radio guy] Roger that)

Mein liebe <33 FOREVERRR!!!

Yay.

Fri, 14 May 2004 00:37:28 GMT

I'm in love with the most beautiful girl ever. =] I love you Sam, Thanks for putting up with all my bullshit ;] <3

I love you very much<3 I'll always love you<3 From now 'til Eternity<3

Aaaalllriiigght

Sun, 09 May 2004 13:16:45 GMT

Got my internet hooked up, I so rule. ^_^
Now I have to DL the program for my digital camera and I'm set. I wish Sam was on right now. I miss her<3

Ich Liebe Dich<33

=\

Thu, 06 May 2004 21:54:10 GMT

I don't know anymore

bah

Thu, 06 May 2004 11:05:27 GMT

time to work